Slipped soul

I was content and happily whole
When I completely possessed my soul.
Unknowingly and slowly soul slipped
And absolutely oblivious I was to it.

Without consent a person interacted.
Then, inadvertently an act I committed.
Thought, if connection becomes intimate.
The derived delight would be ultimate.

Heavy walls which formed the defense.
Broke down to provide transparence.
Part of my inner and crucial core
Was split, slipped and it tore.

With another being resides my part.
If ruptured, I should sustain without half of my heart.
Vacant and void I will be left.
Feeling lonely, looted, lifeless and bereft.

Battling I am to reform.
Reinforcing myself to fathom
That loneliness is not when you miss other, but yourself.
Should regenerate and remould a stronger self.